About Me – Láthatatlan Akarat

Herics István – Štefan Herics

About me and the Invisible Will — a personal musical project…

After more than a decade of silence, marriage, and the birth of my three children, I found my way back to music. Through honest lyrics of my own, guitar melodies recorded at home, programming, and the help of AI, I am building my own world — a place where inner struggles, human fractures, and deep connections are given a voice.

Through my songs, I do not want to tell fictional stories, but to express real emotions and point toward that often-suppressed inner world that so many people carry within themselves today.

I hope that my songs and lyrics will leave something behind in you as well:
a feeling, a memory, or even a thought you can recognize as your own.

You can read more below about me and my story, why part of my music has to be shaped through programming, and the reasons behind my use of AI.

From an Ending to a Beginning

More than ten years ago, I had to stop singing for health reasons — and with it, I put down the guitar as well. I buried all the dreams I had carried since childhood, slipped into the everyday life of adulthood and the world of IT, and for a long time I believed that my songs would remain unfinished forever.

In the meantime, I got married, and I got three beautiful daughters.

During those years, photographing people slowly took the place of singing and playing the guitar. Years later, we managed to create our own real “village” family home — leaving behind the memories and compromises of our small apartment, with a mortgage on our shoulders.

Somewhere in between all of this, life quietly passed by, pushing into the background everything I had once dreamed about music as a child.

The everyday struggles of city life were gradually replaced by gardening, quieter evenings, and a kind of life in which I could once again hear my own thoughts. I realized that those years had not truly been about me. Even beside my beautiful family and my smaller and greater successes, there was always a certain sadness inside me — left behind by the absence of singing and music.

Now I write again.

From my own lyrics, guitar melodies I record myself, and my own musical world, I shape songs with the help of programming and AI — because although my voice has worn down and I can no longer sing, it seems that the inner Invisible Will has shown me this: the desire for music cannot be destroyed.

This desire is a force that slowly breaks the soul apart through its cracks when someone tries to suppress it for too long.

My songs are mostly born at night — from silence, thoughts, and often unspoken emotions.

I come from the world of IT, which is why my lyrics often blend the order of programming code with inner chaos, the atmosphere of dark nights, and the view of today’s world through human fractures and connections.

I do not want to tell stories as much as evoke feelings and states of mind — the quiet struggles that I, and many others, carry within ourselves, even when we do not speak about them.

In music, I somehow always return to the same places: darkness, cracks, mirrors, dreams, memories — and to the question of what allows us to remain human.

More songs coming soon. Please check my streaming profiles .